So yeah I’m learning russian because I’m in love with this guy, we were together for a while but he went back to Russia and we still talk to each other but sometimes I feel so hopeless and feel like life is just trolling me and we will never see each other again that I’m about to give up the russian lessons and go back to my plans of going to London and fuck this shit I’m tired its 5 am here and I woke up after having a bad dream about him so fuck you life this is ridiculous.
Feels like giving up.
But I can’t. I have purpose. I have dreams. And I will not allow anyone to kill the dreams I created with such inspiration.